It's been a rough day here for me. I've been aching with gas all day, and dealing with some bleeding, perhaps related, perhaps from something else. My nurse practitioner will be checking in with me tomorrow, but I'm scared of yet another complication and another trip to the hospital, especially now that school has started. Part of the gas thing may be related to a possible, even likely, infection of the pouch that they formed out of my small intestine during my big surgery in May. I've started a cycle of anti-biotics for that today. But like I said, I'm kind of scared of another stay in the hospital, or even worse, some kind of further procedure if the bleeding gets worse. So I'm asking for prayers, because I need help.